My Confessions

Sometimes the best thing to do for ourselves and others is to be honest.So, today I'm going to be honest, I want to be transparent and open, I dont want to be seen as a fake person or an over religious person who cannot relate to the struggles we all experience.I'm Not perfect.I have made many mistakes, I have many struggles...but I must press until God sets me free...free from this wreched flesh and these sinful desires. We all struggle to do the right thing, but sometimes it seems our efforts arent enough to prevent us from falling.But we all fall, and its up to us to get up and press.We all have weaknesses and many of us are ashamed to talk about the things that prevent us from being closer to God,but how do we expect to move pass these imperfections if we don't confess them and set ourselves free. Is our love for sin greater than our passion for Christ?! Are we only infatuated with an idea of a God...or are we truly in love with this Higher Being?!

Who am I?I'm a broken vessel, who is only living because God saw it fit to pour His grace upon me. If it was not for Grcae I would be dead in my sins. But each day that I sin, grace rescues me from the grave and give me new life...another chance to be in that sweet communion with God.So, why pretend to be perfect?! instead aspire to be perfect!

Geek of theology,

Nuff love.

Too bad!!

I have mix feelings about a lot of things that have happened to me this past months, both good and bad things have happened to me! Oh, sorry I have been MIA for awhile, I took a trip to Jamaica,then I was caught up in my life, but to God all glory belongs. I'm doing OK, but just a bit baffled. Back to what I was saying, these feelings I am wrestling with are starting to drive me crazy,I have lost and gain some new friends in my life. The ones that had left I don't believe they were meant to ride with me on this journey called life, but I have earned a friendship from someone who I believe is God sent or maybe not (to be honest I'm not sure!!) I hope now you can understand my confusion. I think I may have issues when it comes to maintaining relationships,Is there something wrong with me or am I just being too hard on myself??! Either way, I'm going to trust God to show me my weaknesses and help me to improve my character.

Well, school will start anytime and I hope I'm prepared. Things are starting to go crazy already but whatever the Lord has in store for me will surely be mine no matter the obstacles I will face. I'm closer to my destiny, I can feel the pain. I'm about to walk into what God requires of me. I feel the contractions...so its time to push...push until I see my destiny. Thank God for destiny!!!

I hope to keep the blogs coming, I have noticed that people are actually reading them, which is great but what will be greater is that, I hope by me pouring out my soul someone will be touched and transformed.So, God bless you all and keep praying!!

Geek Of Theology

Nuff Love!